I’ve been pretty sad the last few nights. I’ve tried to keep it to myself, but I love to write about me…even if there is nothing interesting to write about.
When I think about all my illnesses…I feel overwhelmed, sad, manic, tragic, angry, revengeful, pissed off and in general FUCKING PSYCHOTIC!!!
* Since 11 1/2, I was diagnosed with Vitiligo…and with that comes a weakened immune system.
* Shortly after I was diagnosed with Depression and GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder.)
* Skip ahead to my mid-20’s and I was diagnosed with Severe Depression and Anxiety, Agoraphobia, OCD (Obsessive Control Disorder) and Panic Attacks.
* In my early 30’s I was noticing something not right; feeling sick all the time. Around the age of late 32 or early 33 I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and unbelievable Insomnia.
* Ages 33-present, I’ve suffered from horrible allergies and allergic reactions.
In about a week I turn 35. I still have all the above issues, and I probably will till the day they shove me in the oven and burn it all away. The diseased mind, body, skin and central nervous system…all of me…is fucked up. Now wouldn’t you be sad too?? ;c(
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